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I am so tired of life. Nothing to seems to be going well for me. Especially when i am facing problems with my family and ex. I couldn't handle this a lone myself.... Everything is so broken. I really don't know who can i rely on when i am in diffculty. I thought of finding him but i realize no... he is gone and he doesn't really love me. Knowing this fact makes me even sadder... because i gave my all and did my best to be a good girlfriend but all i get is heartbreak and pain.. This makes me feel guys are diffcult to trust. Trying to convince myself i am over him and talking to him as friend even so hard... so hard.