Updatess :)

Life have been ups and downs for me. Mostly of my worries is my friends. I don't why this year everybody seem to change. But 2013 is consider a great year for me as I got to know friends that are good and get to know friends that will stay with me through bad and good times. At times I get a little curious who treats me as their bff. I am curious about it. Sometime I feel left out from my own friends. Friends can think of themselves and not their friends. It is hurtful..
This few month indeed many fun and interesting things happen in my life. I am heading to Bintan next week! wee~ The thoughts of leaving for almost a week makes me home sick. And I really want lose some weight! I have gain a bit of weight this year :(( I need a badminton or exercise buddy to help me out with this! And there is something I am not good at it . I can't cook well which is disadvantage for me as dieting need a healthy food and I can only take away food.. But June holiday seems to be a great chance for me to cook as I am lazy to buy food so I will cook maggie + veggie + mushroom blah blah whatever I got in my fridge, I will mix and match throw it in. And now I am learning how to cook food through Google!! :P Google seems to help me a lot in my life and is my best friend!
Almost one week of my June holiday is gone. I have spent 3 days of it on school. My cca is now practising for Musical. This will be the last year for the Sec 3 to join so I am trying my effort to do well in it as the bottom of my heart told me that this year I should contribute in the musical. I have wasted my 2 years of not participating the musical. If I am in or not, I will invite my friends to come and watch cause I believe that it will be a very nice musical to enjoy.
I realizing that I am allowing god into my life. Everything I do, there will be always Jesus in me. When I feel alone, I told myself Jesus is with me. When I am walking to school, I will play praise and worship songs. Today when my mum is sharing with me ghost stories about Bintan, I was feeling scared and keep thinking of "1981" thai ghost movie the bride ghost. I was having tummy ache and want to bathe but I don't dare cause I am scared. But I told myself god is with me and I realizing I am singing praise and worship songs while I am bathing. I won't stop singing cause if I stop, the eery feeling will be back. God gave me peace and comfort which I am really grateful for. Jesus can be my best friend, lord, savior and everything.
I like this praise and worship song ' Your Presence Is Heaven To Me"'

'Nothing in this world will satisfy. Jesus you are the cup that won't run dry' I love this phrase. I am trying to improve myself to be better in my character and personality. Following Jesus Christ with my life. Somehow now I believe that everything happen for a reason and I believe that when I call for Jesus, he will be protecting me. I am thankful to him in all ways.