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My heart is feeling so tired and broken . In my thought , I was resting in a big teddy bear arms and crying it all out . I feel like nothing is going right for me . I pray that someone or something will make my day good again. But I guess no one , no one. I am like running in a wild flower seeing someone special standing there waiting for me and running towards him but for all sudden he is lost . I can't see , touch or feel him anymore. It like vanish for all sudden . I blame , self pity myself but nothing going change . I am trying to stand up and being a strong girl that anyone knew before . I know I can do it in the faith of god . He is holding me like baby in his hand . I just hope things can turn better now .