2nd November 2012

I had been having nightmare of the same person but different scenario continuously for 1 week . Can i stop having nightmare ? What is it trying to tell me . I want a sweet dream :( . So the minute I woke up , I was reflecting to myself awhile and listening to Jason Chen & Tanner Patrick cover . Tanner Patrick is so cute !!! But too sad he have girlfriend :'( I watched winx club season 1 , I haven't finish the episode T.T. I very anticipated how they change so pretty at season 4 !!! I cooked Chicken flavor Maggie for lunch and had a 2hours nap afterwards . After that Went to meet Sheryl and took my passport pic. Seriously not pretty at all. But who cares? It is me and I love myself :D . I had Cell group and i went with Sheryl at the night and enjoy ourself. I was thinking of this friend of mine when having praise & words . I feel so grateful to him that whenever I'm not happy , he will magically appear and cheer me up. Thank you ~ I'm happy to met you and thank you for everything you done for me . And don't forget, my best friend Faye. We not long ago had a fight and it was awkward for us to talk to each other in reality and in phone. When I was down and needed a listening ear , I was hesitating if I should tell her . But I believe in faith and told her about it . Knowing that she is different from the rest and she will be forever there for me. I love you bestie . I glad even if things was so badly damaged our friendship , you still not far away from me and we went back as close as ever ❤ Then at some point we having prayer and Vicki prayed for me . I wanted to cry at that point cause of something . I was feeling so down that I was having thought of going to the highest level and cry it out . I know I am weakling if I keep crying for the same thing but today cell group meeting had say something " you are strong to overcome this suffering" it craved in my mind . During so called "donation" la and they say giving your friend things doesn't mean have to give money .You can surprise them with gift . I thought of Sheryl . Got one time I was crying badly at staircase , she ran and bought me hersley chocolate . How sweet of her ❤. And I realized who is always there for me all along when I feeling down and heartache .Afterwards me and Sheryl left first with a road guide , Mr Thong . HAHA. He is nice and even nicer to borrow me and Sheryl money to top up our ezlink . I ate a lollipop that has bubble gum in it Which i got it from halloween . So unique right ?Hehe. AWW AND ONE THING . I'm getting old . Sitting at the floor for 2hours and now my thigh is hurting badly which is affecting me from walking .