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i just feeling slightly down . but i feel better after talking to you about your problems . i might not be a good listener . but trust me when you need someone , i will be there for you . i know should be feeling angry or hate you but i dont feel that way . i feel i lost my life time partner . it might sound scary or mushy . but i am serious . i going wish you to be happy even you manage to find a new happiness .  fyi . i always wish to stay by your side when everyone leaving but i guess you do not need me . i forever feel i just not important to anyone . when people need me , i will just go help . i wish i was alittle stronger and not always forgiving people even they do things to hurt me . while typing things, tears in my eyes . i can't be feeling this way right.